He must've noticed
I have no boundaries
that I cop out
  when I want
And instead of
   hate,
  he loves.
And I cant stand it.
The exchange.
And I'm guilty
  of barely accepting
   it all.

Maybe,
   maybe I'm broken,
  I can admit that,
but they love
  what's broken.

He says,
  'baby,
    what you need
  is me,
   this world,
  it's crazy,
    let's get out.'

Maybe,
   maybe we'll find
our soulmates tomorrow,  
  so I'll try
not to want you today.

And for awhile,
  I lie,
and I tell him
  I love him
more than two oceans
  worth.
And it's worth it.
He thinks he's cured me,
and I love
   to see him happy.

Maybe,
   maybe I don't belong
in reality,
   just leave me
  in dreams.

With adventures,
  I think
he's tricking me,
   into fumbling.

   IM IN LOVE

And I ask myself,
  why
and I have no answers,
and why
I shouldn't
   run
away with him.
And it seems
  like a little piece
of a fantasy,
  I shouldn't deserve.

Maybe,
   maybe I'm not afraid
  of the dark,
could be just that
  reaching out,
I was the only one in it.

I've left a lot
  and I tried
  not to want
him
I just want
to hear him say
he tried
too.

Because only God,
should have
this power over me.

I trust him
  enough,
to close my eyes
and feel
love's contours.

Just so he holds
my hand late at night,
Im not scared of anything.