She sits in the dark
waiting to be touched,
her eyes boring into his
from the bed
eyes he cant see
but feel
through the blackness
He knows its her from the scent
The soft but poignant lavender
Drifting to him
Filling him
And he knows this night wont be long enough
The scent is making his heart race
But no more than her eyes
what are you looking at
Hell ask
Not that shell answer
Not that she ever answers
All that came from the bed
From her
A long sigh
Longing to be embraced
As if she had waited forever
For him
And just discovered
He was here all along
do you know who I am
Shell ask
Not that shell believe him
Not that any of his answers would suffice
as he contemplates her dark beauty
her conceptual beauty
her wasted beauty
he decides to play her game
I dont want anything more
Than to just stay here tonight
A lengthened night he means
But forgets to say
She tries to put the words together
The words with the man
They didnt sound the same
And though she did
Does,
She doesnt want to believe theyre true
That he needs nothing more
Than one night
She holds out her hand
To the dark
Searching
Waiting for him to cross
The great divide of blackness
She wants to tell him now
Now that she knows he doesnt want her
The same unavailability
Yet from another man
That being held
feels normal
Feels like home
will you hold me,
I want it always,
Not just tonight
How could she give it up
Him
Being held
After such a short span
To never experience a morning hold
And the rest
Barely noticing her want
And how could he not accept
That was beautifully intense.
I love the ending.